Just over the horizon

Nearly there. Just a little while longer. Currently I'm writing the probably the most difficult and demanding section of the novel: the big property damaging battle in downtown Amsterdam.
It involves so many moving parts which have to, at some point, all fit together. There are tons of characters who are crutial to the plot who have all take a step or two away from where I originally intended them to be and it all adds up to work slowing down to the speed of a crawl.
I have to proceed with caution and reverence.

I believe (and this is a VERY rough estimate), that I have around 30 pages to write left before I meet up with the pre-written ending, which itself will have to be edited slightly. Then, i'll be done. Finished.

Until the second draft, that is.

If there are spelling mistakes in this post, i'm sorry. I'm fighting effects of a serious lack of sleep. Or rather a need for sleep encroaching on me.

I have no idea how i'm going to celebrate that special day. Maybe, after long hard i'll treat myself to a lie-in. Goddess knows i've earned it. Though i doubt i'll be doing that. Food and a small amount of alcohol with probably be involved in any post completion celebrations.

Anywho, just was wanted to give you proof that i'm still alive and still beavering away. Crawling isnt standing still.

Now i'm away to bed.

Goodnight world!!

Rejection

"Every writer faces rejection and it's never easy—so go, drown in self-pity for while. But then get off your ass and WRITE. A fierce, unyielding passion for Story is the key to success."

-J.M. DeMatteis

I'm bloody nuts!!

I need my head examined.

I just started writing the prologue for my second novel.

I'm nuts i tell you.

NUTS!!

Not May. Maybe June, Definitely July

I really, really wanted to get this first draft finished by the end of May, but its not going to happen. I've got a battle which involves several revelations, multiple characters and mass property damage that i have to write very, very carefully. And there's no way I can have it done in two weeks.

A month at the very earliest, may be two. But not before that. No way.
Plus I'm going to have to tinker with the pre written ending due to plot changing slightly over the course of writing.

All in all, a lot of hard work. But not dull or tedious in the slightest. I'm having the time of my life.

Gotta be fearless in everything you do, my brothers and sisters.

Oh before I forget, look at what turned up this morning.

http://yfrog.com/hsfoxgoj

Novel progress report

I'm going to hit 110,000+ words before I'm done. I'm sure of it........

Building a visual world

So I'm far enough into the first draft of the novel that the end is now just over the horizon and within sight. And after a year of life drawing, painting, studying and reading I'm confident enough to start building the visual aspects of my world. Previously I relied heavily on found imagery, my own photograph and tracing light boxing to create images, all done in an effort to avoid doing the hard graft of gaining the art muscles I knew I didn't have. And even with the reference I had, I didn't have the necessary skill to interpret it as I saw fit or bend it to my needs. This all came from a severe lack to practice. A lesson which had to learn the hard way

But now, having learnt or at the very least having started to learn what I didn't know and know exactly what I didn't know and how to find out how to learn what I don't know, I'm in a far better position than I was last January.

Still, I can guarantee you, writing was the easy part!!

For the next few weeks I'm going to start breathing life into my characters. With pencil and ink and brushes I'm going to try to get them looking as close to how I envision them as humanly possible.
I've got well over 25 empty sketchbook littered around my room. I aim to fill up at least half of them by the time all of the illustrations are completed. And i can promise you that they will look at much like this as possible.

And as a rough estimate, we are talking about a 40+ black and white illustrations for a 200+ page book. Not to mention a color front cover. To to be done by the beginning of the festive season.

Sweet baby Jesus, I better get started and very organised!!

Wish me luck


Oh yes. Remind me to show you the books and the artist whom I'm looking at for inspiration. It's a long and varied list, I can promise you!

On writing

Sometimes writing is like pulling teeth. Or worse, like trying to find a needle in a haystack.

No, it like trying to find a needle in a haystack of needles.

I've just spent the last 2 days writing less then four hundred words. I'm trying to articulate a crucial plot point without it seeming too forced or like an info drop. And it's been a gratuitous experience.

Still I'm at the other end of the process now, clawing my way, inch by inch to the pre written final chapter.

A very difficult two days.

Nearing the end, reaching the begining again

So the first draft is like 95% done.  I've already written the ending and the epilogue, and now I'm marrying the two piece I've written together.  I did consider writing the remaining chapters retrospectively, but for one reason or another i decided not to.

Don't ask me why.  I just picked up writing where i left of and I haven't looked back.

Reaching the end of the first draft has made me start to consider two important things:  Firstly, that I have a hell of a lot of work to do on this first draft before its readable and even more work to do before its publishable.

Secondly, I've actively started thinking about the space the first novel will take.  What it will look like.  What kind of illustrations will fill its pages and how many.  Reaching the end of one journey really do present you with a door to yet another.

If I want to get the book finished by December and have it in my hands by Christmas then I have to be very, very specific about the illustrations I want to create.  And I need to start working on them. NOW.

Seven months until Christmas.  Blink and it'll be October. 

There really ain't enough hours in the day are there?

More later.

Determination

To hell with it.
Lets try and get this novel written, illustrated and printed by Christmas.

If I fail, I fail. But at least I tried.



To work then

Novel Progress Report

A finished book by Christmas: Addendum

But then again, compromise is not necessary a bad thing.

I believe i'll give the matter some thought before coming to a definite decision.

Two hundred pages of prose edited polished and 30 black and white illustrations, designed, printed and bound by the festive season 2011.


Appealing, attractive and completely doable. Thought not without some serious hardwork.

Hmm....food for thought indeed......

An observation

Its a strange thing picking up a manuscript from a point you jumped forward from. All the doubts and anxieties have evaporated.

A finished book by Christmas?

It occurs to me that, if it wanted to, I could conceivably cut my manuscript in half, edit and polish, illustrate, design and publish this part by Christmas.  Which was my original plan.

But I really, really don't want to.

I want to have a hefty fully illustrated tome of a novel, 400 pages plus in peoples hands in summer.

I really want to hold my book in my hands, but I refuse to compromise. 

I can't afford compromise.  Not this early in the game.

Novel Progress Report

Things i've come to accept recently

I can only do so much in a day.

I should never write when I'm tired.  I end up writing crap.

Sailing against the wind

Writing can be a strange process. Sometimes you have a clear path and a destination just on the horizon. Other times your characters pull a fast one and take you in a direction that you haven't considered but end up becoming far more interesting than what you have previously plotted.

Take the following for example: A character I had originally created to act as one of the novels primary antagonists has throughout the course of the writing transformed herself into a protagonist who will necessitate serious rewriting of early parts of the novel. She be came someone who I wanted to know more of the more I wrote about her. This has happened several time during the course of writing the first draft. Similarly, a character who I hadn't planned to expand upon in this novel has, due to uncovering a gaping plot hole, has needed to become an integral part of the story. Originally I hadn't planning to deal with her at all until part two of the series.

Woooo! Look at me! Already planning book number 2? Ambitious ain't I!!

One of the many things I've learn over the course of writing my first novel is how much of an organic process writing is. A plot is at best a loose map and not a thing carved in stone. Also, characters have a mind of their own and can demand that you give them a voice when you would have them behave themselves.

Every time I sit my ass down to write, I learn something new. Where as writing used to be a chore, now it is a pleasure. Make no mistake, it is work. But my G-d its a pleasure.

Yes I can her all you published writers scramming all over the world "Just you wait until you're working to a deadline. Then see how much of a pleasure writing is!"

Hush!!

Back to work.

90% perspiration

"It’s like they always say — 90% perspiration. Or as my fine art buddy Dan Attoe says, “Painting is like mowing the lawn.” Slow, tedious work. You feel like a leper – crumbling over your little drawing desk – while life passes you by. But life passes by no matter what, and at the end of a day, or a month, or a year — you have something to show for it. Like the Velvet Underground says, “You’re gonna reap just what you sow.” (Or is that from the Bible?) My main barrier in the past was starvation. Now it’s hand pain and business crap and self doubt and blahblahblah. We’re not alone in the struggle!"
-Craig Thompson

Good work takes time

"Ten years from now, no one is going to care how quickly the books came out. The only thing that will matter, the only thing anyone will remember, is how good they were. That's my main concern, and always will be."
-George R.R. Martin

Peace and quiet make Josephus a creative boy!!

So I discovered early this week that the Royal Festival Hall on the South bank is open from 10am to 11pm everyday, all year around. It has free wireless internet and tons of floorspace. It's quite a social environment, with students, artists, social groups, graphic designers and the Comica Social club making it their meeting spot.

But most importantly it has the one thing I crave in order to be creative: peace and a lack of interruptions or distractions.

Its a short train ride from my house and a small price to play for a creative atmosphere.

In fact I'm there now, writing this post.

Tomorrow I'm going to bring along my French homework and my brush pens to fill the day with art and the French language. Until I, like Val McDermid am successful enough that I can both afford to own my own house and build a small office in my garden where I can be a writer/artist, the various libraries and festival halls in London will have to suffice.

May your weekend be as productive and creative as mine.

Have a good one.

Right. Back to work.

The difficulty of finding plus size female reference

So I've started collecting reference for the illustrations I want to create for my novel and I'm finding it difficult to locate imagery of plus size women that isn't located on porn websites.

There are no photography books dedicated plus size women. None. Believe me I've checked.

It appears that noone deems plus size women interesting enough to photograph. Or maybe the prevailing notion is that BBW's are a fetish subject. But even then you would assume some photographer would have created something to cater for that market. Not the case. So all I'm left with is a ton of adult imagery which I will have to compile into a pull file for later use.

Christ I wish I was competent with a camera. I would make it my mission to create a book of plus size nudes.

(If your wondering why I'm trawling through the net looking for picture of plus size women it because my main protagonist is a ginger haired freckled plus size women)

Figure the world need at least one ginger haired, freckled, plus sized heroine.